I am finally single and not happy about it..because someone that I actually love ripped my heart apart like it was nothing..I wont understand why he did the things he did..I had never endured this much pain from one person in my life..as much hate as I have towards him, I still have love for him..everyone is telling me to forget about him because he is not worth it but its too hard for me to do that..he was a great boyfriend and a great friend but since hes been gone he has become a stranger to me..even though he had made me feel the worst I have ever felt I will always have love for him....there is a lot more I would want to say, but I would like to keep that to myself..
i will always love you...
It is time for me to start a new beginning with all my close and true friends.
I just want to thank them for being there for me through the hardest times in my life..I don't think I would be here today without the help from all of them..
