WOAH

MUSIC: daft punk - technologic

woahhhhhh so like i notice i havnt been on this or wrote in this in a longgg ass time.. i guess since school started i havnt really had the time to write in here... well so many things had happen between the last time i wrote in here and now.  theres to much to talk about.. but ill try to write in here more often >< 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO....

MUSIC: Buzzin - Shwayze

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO SYLVIA CHEN JULY 20 & KRISTY NGAI JULY 24

I LOVE DISNEYLAND 

Ehhh

MUSIC: American Boy - Estelle ft. kanye west

Ehhh sorry havnt really posted much lately.. been kinda busy.. i know.. surprisingly im busyy O_O.. ughh all because of fucking ACI and AP BIO online class... err this whole week i was stressing abou the tests for the online class.. cause i didnt even have the book to study.. so didnt even know what to do .. but i already ordered the book online.. but its been like 3 days fuckingg they said it will come today.. stupid bullshit amazon -__- .. but thanks to sharon,esther, and gina i was able to "get some help" on the quizzes :P... fuckingg ACI.. is soo tiring.. good thing i only have it 3 times a week.. but its in the morning.. so i just dont sleep the night before.. otherwise i wouldnt wake up for it... hopefully this shit will help me on SATs.. since im actually gonna try to do better.. - -

sooo like ive decided to find a job.. i applied for yogurtful.. but the interview is next week... hopefully they would hire me.. cause i really need this job.. cause i need money andd im kinda boredd - -X

NEXT WEEK.. going to disneyland for KRISTY and SYLVIAS birthday.. hopefullyy it wont be fucking hot and not a lot of people (but doubt that).. and hopefully CONNIE is able to go..... hahaha due to some reasonssssssssss :P 

well.. thats what ive been up to lately.. if any of you guys are curious... - -

Shows that ive been watching lately:

just finished

MUSIC: viva la vida - coldplay

JUST FINISHED SEX AND THE CITY.. its such a good movie :]




Beethoven - Love Letters of Great Men

Good morning, on July 7

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

waitinggg

MUSIC: my place - nelly

soooo lately i havnt been sleeping right and waking up right... -___- so ive been watching movies :P
right now im waiting for georgia rule to finish downloading -__-

so last night i was watching the movie never back down.. it seemed to be typical... but all the guys in the movie had nice packs :P .. haha the movie made me cried at one part.. the part where the black guy talks about his family.. so sad.. =/ after watching the movie it made me wanna fight -__- haha i think after i watch any movie it would make me wanna do what they do -_-

ahh fuck my summer is so fucking boring so far... even wen i go out.. seems soo boring since ive got nothing to do..=/ .. im soo bored that i decided to sign up for aci -_- i have no life.... i dont even know what to do about summer school now..  ahh fuckk 
 


 
"When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever"





graduation '08

FINALLY

MUSIC: party people - nelly ft. fergie

YAYY!! i finallyyy fixed my blog and am blogging again hehehe... so its been soo fucking long since i posted.. so im gonna try to post everyday... so i spent like i guess 3 hours fixing my blog and searching for music for the playlist and downloading music and etc. -___- ....
its 4 AM right now.. cant really sleep.. but still feel fuckinggg tiredd ... but tomorrow ill make up all my sleep :]

SOO today was pretty fun.. went to aci to talk to fuckinggg diane.. ive been soo fucking bored lately that i have to sign up for aci.. but im still not signed up for it yet -_- ... then went to megans to swim.. pretty fun.. havnt gone swimming in awhile and havnt hung out with my girls in awhile.. thennnn went to cherry on top.. thenn... went to kristyys then went eat and home.... soo.. im not exactly good at blogging so it may seem short and sound kinda weird.. -_____- well not sure what to write now... so i guess ill find some pics to put up =/

haha sylvia if you read this.. if you dont remember in the pool we were talking about that day we slept over at gingers and how we got a picture of you sleeping wellll here it is babe!

the days when we got money for cue..

JABBAWOCKKEZ BITCHH!

if i went to WHS i would be wearing this

WOAH GREEN .. CLASS OF '09 BITCH

haha was talking bout him today

black and innocent

blonde and stupid

we were talking about that day today... (i hope that made sense..)

back then when i use to care so much about hw.. that i wrote it on my hand!

jonathan lee (wow didnt know he went), ricky na(rickys hair changed!), john brandt(only non-asian), gore song(looks the same), david liu(doesnt wear white that much anymore), roy eun(only korean), david ding(what happened to him?), connie chung(was innocent), jodie lau(is that me?), megan houng(cute back then - so fly now),stacy chang(sexy hair there!), ginger hsu(so fierce now!), randy liu(doesnt he look like bill?)

wahahah SOPHMORE YEAR

wahhaa JUNIOR YEAR

.....sigh.....

MUSIC: 唯一 - 王力宏




TELL ME HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS FOR YOU











___ days like these... makes me wonder how i feel about you


.....but deep down i guess i really do like you......

the feeling is unexplainable

MUSIC: anyone else but you - moldy peaches

YES... for now

HELLO i had officially updated - -

Lately ive been having these feelings that are very unexplainable.. you guys ask me what is wrong.. i really want to say it.. but there was no words to it.. but today this feeling has officially disappeared.. for some reason i just feel happy today and felt wanted in a way that is unexplainable hahaha 

currently while writing this .. i feel maybe too excited .. i have no reason why .. my stomach feels like there is butterflies.. and i jus cant stop smiling hahaha... so i guess the only way for me to update this is wen im emo haha cause then i will have more to say.. but i know you guys had waited long enough for me to just put up one post.. so this is why i am updating in a happy time hehehe  

conFUsed

YES or NO??
"do i really feel that way.. towards you?"

spring break is almost over .. i felt like i didnt do shit... why did last spring break seem so much longger?.. i wish we can just live free and be with the ones you love everyday... life is so short... why couldnt we live on forever...

This spring break was such a failure.. why...
ANSWER
cause time is my enemy


It bothers me how i cant tell you the truth.. cause i know it will hurt you so much.. but its best if you didnt know... ><

hrmm... ok all that shit was very random.. but i just wanted to say it "outloud.."

why is it so hard for me to find "the one" .. maybe i just need to start meeting new people.. i feel like i havnt met enough new people.. cause i have not found my "one".. how can i meet new people.. >< ... ahh i never even exactly have a real boyfriend.. i just wish to feel love by someone

PLEASE "THE ONE" COME MEET ME -0-


err.. i think my post does not make sense... theres so much i want to say but its so hard for me to say.. all i can do it try to express it in the stupidest way.. so just ignore my gayness...

SPRINGBREAK!

"How do you know if you like someone?"
^ Question asked by Ms. Jodie Lau of Diamond Bar.

Answer: When your heart gets butterflies whenever you talk to him (or her, but for here I'm going to use him), or is it butterflies in the stomache o_O? When you go online, you check if he's online and then patiently wait for him to im you, when you feel like .. okay fuck that i don't know

HELLO WORLD~ Joanne here! Jodie is in back of me dying my hair a very luscious, beautiful color called *Put color here*. But it'll probably turn out the wrong color..it always does. Spring break has finally started and we began it by....I don't remember. urmm. BUT! Yesterday, urrrrrm. We went to jessica's place and had a barbeque & Jodie stayed upstairs most of the time. The highlight was definitely the good food (not including those nasty smoothies used for shot games) & rock star? THEN.. after i went home, jodie went with james to andy's to win ten dollars and play with condoms. i cannot further explain because i was not there. readers, you can only imagine. ;) ;)
today, she "hung out" with her day. ^_^ is that not super cute?! then she called me at around 5. i was sitting in front of my computer wondering what to do after i realized my oven was broken and no delicious home made goodies would be coming out of it any time soon. (kidding) so i came over & we went to cvs for hair dye & shes' dying my hair while i hope that the color will come out right & then um she suggested i write in her blog so i am doing that.
she has pictures to update with! They will come later. .
i am having a very bad butt ache.
let's talk about other stuff!

dear jodie, this will make up for the letter you let me throw away.
i do not know when i like someone but then i think that once you realize you do, and you look back at yourself before you knew it, you'll be like what the! how did i not know, the signs were very clear. i know you want to like someone but are not sure if you do SO let me tell you this, i think that its easier to like someone you spend a lot of time with. or want to spend time with. you can make it happen maha! & then umm you can tell me & be brave..as you say. haha i hope that guy "appears" ... as you say. & it will be ballin! as i say. okay i dont think i would say that.. or i dont think that even makes sense. Ah you got it on my ear it was cold omg it smells so weird -_x
     i bet your cousins think its strange that there is music coming from uyour restroom. LOL i would think it is.i see that a lot of hair has fallen out..ew okay no one else better not read this. that sentence came out grammatically incorect.
i dont knwow at to write abouy. please talk to me =)
update pictures later =)
update more! its spring break you have plenty of time (= !
yay okay

bitch/beach

MUSIC: theres nothing - sean kingston


AHHHH VERY RANDOM DAY BUT FUN FUN FUN ^_^
VIEW PICS ON www.myspace.com/i_m_x_i_n_n_o_c_e_n_t

pause

MUSIC: What is it - Baby Bash
WILL POST AFTER SATS ^_^

 

pictures for previous blog

the stupid blog thing wouldnt let me add pics on the previous blog.. - -
hahaha remember that day we all wore jean skirts for some reason hahaha
i miss it i really want to eat it.. too bad its gone...
haha times at her old house XD
haha wen i got my other piercings (ears)

我喜歡中文， 哈哈哈哈 ^_^

MUSIC: Hands up - 50 cent

難道她真的覺得她沒有做什麼不妥..?
為什麼，她也是唯一一個沒有理會道歉...
我猜想她是不是一個好朋友...
thanks you google translate :P hehe


GAHH
02/21/08: permit test
02/23/08: stacys birthday
02/29/08: watch Feb. 29
03/01/08: SAT!!!
03/21/08: gingers birthday
what else is there..?


i am guessing that i will end up at mt. sac...
i was hoping i could do better this semester...
but it looks like everything is starting to go downhill..




PROM
i need a date!!




你好我的讀者，哈哈哈(megan, stacy, joanne)
我希望這是有道理的 ^_^
我愛Google Translate
因為我可以寫中文
以及沒有真正寫剛剛翻譯
wahahahahahahhahaha
也許我的未來博客，我只會寫中文
我不認為最後一句是有道理的
但看上去酷寫在中文
我希望我的中文會變得更好
即使我有一個D在中文
AHH HAHA MAKES NO SENSE!!XD 
ps: 我恨我哥哥的女友 shes so annoying.. -__-
i know that made no sense wahaha

saturday nights

MUSIC: Aint nothing wrong with that - Robert Randolph
when they fight...
they were shaking their asses.. XD
kristyy
what it would look like if she didnt have a big toe

JUST MARRIED!
no lifee -__-
our transportation(walking)


 

moviess

MUSIC: Enrique Iglesias Ft Lil Wayne - Push
I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE A BLOG WHERE I TALK ABOUT MY DAY... BUT I GUESS I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO WRITE HAHAHA...
Once again i am sick.  Tried lasting this whole week at school.. but unfortunately almost passed out at school.. got to go home after first period XD .. but couldnt sleep till like 12 or something cause once i wake up its so hard for me to fall asleep .. so during that time i was watching a movie it was so funny and cute .. its called married a mafia or something .. its a korean movie.. the girl is so funny in the movie hahaha
kevin called me at 3 -___- right wen i finally fell deep asleep.. but thats a good thing he called otherwise wouldnt be able to go to movies hahaha ..
today was pretty good i guess seemed like every other fridays wer mickey comes back from military school and we go hang and stuff XD..


STEP UP 2
WOW step up 2 was hot XD ...
so happy that i got to watch it haha i thought i was gonna wait till it came out on dvd or something.. cause usually sequeals arent my thing :P... well the movie was pretty good like the dancing and stuff but the acting was horrible..kinda hahaha loved all their dance moves so talented XD .. i think cassie shouldnt have been in it .. she didnt even have a big part and i dont think she needed to be in the movie.  The ending was good but it was just every typical ending ... not surprised.. -__-


JUMPER
HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN was so adorable! hahaha
this was a pretty good movie was worth my money :D rachel bilson and him are a good couple haha plus the irish guy was cute! loved the plot and stuff.  Still cant believe they went to all those places to film that movie! wish i was a jumper so i can travel to those places everyday hahaha.  I have to admit it was better than step up 2 XD!




我想念我的中文但是我fergot很多中文字 - -X
我想我可不可以寫一個blog所有是中文。。
see.. not exactly great at chinese..  :P

the day after single-awareness day.. (aka valentines day)

MUSIC: Ray-j ft. yung berg - sexy can i
LOVE
well having no one to love kinda makes  a person extremely bored on valentines day so just decided to create one of these things.. never exactly done this before.. so yes i am a noob at this.. -___-

it feels ___ to get flowers                              
it feels ___ to be with someone
it feels ___ to be told i love youu
it feels ___ to be a couple in lovee
it feels ___ to be loved by someone

wish there was someone out there right for me that will fullfill the blanks for me...

But all couples are not that perfect or could actually fullfill those blanks.
Are they consider a real couple even though they can not fullfill the blanks?

TO the person that had always been there for me
I am sorry he treated you like this .. i did not think a boyfriend can be like that .. why didnt he bother to get you anything .. or say i love you... maybe hes just new at this.. i hope something good will happen and he will realize how much sorry he is that he did not do anything for you on V-Day. I do wish you the BEST.  And i dont blame you for what had happen i blame those who caused it, if you know what i mean.
FROM me


why do i always have to like the guys i know i would never be able to get... >w<
or am i just being naive :P





FRIENDS

How do you know if they are your real friends or not?

Do they really see you as a friend or just use you because they need someone there to use.  I just wish i could know what they are thinking on the inside.  Why are they always have to be so pissed off and not talk about it.  If they are not piss at you what do they have to act like they are.  How can someone give you attitude because you did nothing?  They say we are bestfriends but are we really?  They never ask me to go chill with them.  They never ask if i wanted to go with them.  They never treat me like im there.  Yes they can be a really good friend when they are nice to you.  But they are only nice because they use you.  Or is that just the way they are.  Why does it seem like they only treat me like this.  What did i do to deserve it?  Why cant they just tell me how they really feel so we dont have to waste each others time.  But i guess i can just suck it up since we only have a year left.  But honestly i have no idea how much longer i can take it.  I told myself so many times that i dont deserve to be treated like this.  But i dont know what it is, what ever it is, it keeps telling me to suck it up and ignore the way you guys treat me.  Maybe i am just thinking to much and its just me.  But i just need someone to tell me why i feel like this.  I havnt gotten into drama with you guys for awhile and it feel so good to not deal with the drama.  I had always thought it was me who started it, but honestly its you.  I just wish you can be in my shoes for one day and see how it feels to be ME!


THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE TREATED ME AS THEIR FRIENDS!





FAMILY

EVERYTHING IS GOOD! ^_^


still missing you.. RIP