Today i thought i would be really sad to see him again.. but going to watch new moon with him was pretty fun.... felt like old times.. but he didnt act like it... it was untill after the movies he put his arms around me cause i was cold gave me a tight hug and a piggy back ride back to the car.. it felt like old times and i really missed it... but i know things would never be that way anymore .. but felt really good to finally feel that again... it really made me happy.. but a bit sad knowing we will never be anymore... he said this would be the last time we'll see eachother for awhile cause he'll be gone on vacation.. maybe this would be good for me.. but i know im starting to get better because after a good long hug i didnt cry while driving away.. even though im crying just writing this blog.. i know things will eventually get better for me.. i wish him luck with everything and hope we will still be friends once he comes back from vacation.. because i feel as if hes gonna forget about me when he leaves to vacation because we will have no contact at all for a long time.. i really hope i will get even better sooner.. but im glad im FINALLY not so torn about things... as much as i miss him.. i understand things will change and we will never be as close anymore... i just hope he would never forget about me.. ill always love him even if we are just friends...
MARIO - HOW COULD YOU
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